not here anymore

Saturday, May 28, 2005

i'm trying to make my weekends as relaxing as possible. ran for the past two days, including cross-country on thur, which was quite fun actually. yesterday at the beach before dinner, making it a regular thing now. healthy living. my days can only get better. oh and i saw fiona xie at parkway today. quite cool. okay, she's really quite chio lah. perhaps not too much pretty, but the aura more like it. hah.

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Friday, May 27, 2005

the moon tonight seems really different, welcoming indeed.

Thursday, May 26, 2005

even the best fall down sometimes


journey mercy.